Disappointed

I could be dying and you don't care

My heart aches, it's heavy and bare

I'm struggling to hold onto life

But you, my love, cut me like a knife

I wanted to spread my wings and fly

But you held me down, and didn't even try

You suffocated my dreams and desires

And now I'm consumed by burning fires

I thought you were my shelter, my rock

But you turned out to be a ticking clock

Counting down to the end of our time

Leaving me to suffer, to climb

I could be dying, and you don't give a damn

All you cared about was your own plan

Leaving me to wither and decay

As you move on, forgetting me each day

I could be dying, but you don't hear

Your indifference has become crystal clear

I wanted something for myself, something true

But all I got was hurt and pain from you

Now my body weakens, my spirit fades

And all I hear are your harsh tirades

But I won't beg for your love and care

For I'm better off alone, this I swear

We are through, this is the end

I won't break, I'll just bend

I'll move on, with or without you

For I know I deserve someone who's true

I could be dying, but you don't care

You won't be there, for me to share my time

But I've learned to stand on my own

And I'll write this poem, as my heart's last moan

There's no forgiveness, no turning back

I'll let you go, and cut this slack

For I deserve something that's real

And I'm done with the pain you make me feel.