Why does it hurt so bad?

Why does it hurt so bad?

Why am I so damn sad?

This is the best I've been.

What is wrong within?

The only thing more confusing is:

This is maddening!

It's unfortunately not redeeming to cry...

They said, "Show emotion." 

I always try.... so, I did....

But what they never said is:

"Don't cry profusely!" (over split milk)

Why does it hurt so bad?

I am just so damn sad.