We can't start again...

All alone again in this miserable existence of my own. All consumed again in this self loathing of my own. All controlled again by this family by a dosage. All worthiness is left by the ocean. Even if I can sail away... They can catch up to me always... I'd rather open the door. And go to the broken heart, I've met before. And start again. I really wish we could start again. I really miss you. But that cannot be. That cannot happen for me. I do really miss you. But that can't happen. We can't start again.