cum stains on my blanket

I light a candle and watch it glow, 

I cry tears and can't talk no more,

I say stupid things that I think are so relevant,

I've been betrayed by the covenant;

of brotherhood like I said before to you....

I pay attention to silly fools- the ones; 

That have been groomed;

To be two stoic grooms.

And I used to be a prostitute, but my grooming was all mine- my own....

And I'd answer my own telephone.

And I have sung the blues...

I have danced the twist throughout the storm.

I have reminisced the possible outcome,

And your outrage because your afraid 

To live happily with me...... And all I have, is

The starchy splotchy cum stains on my blanket......While I sleep.