That is not me

Whether you deem me crass, and uncouth 

I'll be good to you- I don't need your approval  or permission to submit my wisdom and share my joy. And yes I have lost a boy

I'm older and more mature now and have had 

many a problem. But I don't look to solve them. I thrive and survive and I heal what I feel inside. I do love men - I don't like boys.

Who says I need your permission to exist?

Who should cease and desist?

Who can be that coy?

Who can let me frolic and be more than just a regular man I see.

Can you with me?

I like some one who can rough me up a bit.

Put me in my place and keep me quiet....

I'm not looking for things or toys....

I don't put monetary value on things that mean the world to me. To me that is not living or life. It's just a way to show to others you are successful , but in debt to the sky-

That is not me. And I don't want it to be.

I can shop for $two bucks and a quarter 

Or $five grand or something ...

It wouldn't matter to me.