I need you

I don't want to come in second place...

I no longer have any after thoughts....

I have been forlorn for many days....

And I don't want you.....

I know you won't leave her....

Although I miss you....

And somehow I need you....

I can get as much therapy as I need...

But it don't console me.....

I have longed for better days....

And it might have been you, 

Who made me smile but now you makes me blue.....

I just want to be with you....

No pressure guaranteed....

I need you.....

This is how much control...

You have over me....

And I need you....

I'm not perfect but you are what I need.