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For certain I have lived....

Perhaps a life worth living...

I saw my hummingbird....

So beautiful; that I almost saw God...

I reconnected to people i admire most...

People such as my mom...

I met Charles in Charge...

I just want to kiss him so bad....

Like a venus fly trap...

Waiting for it's prey....

Hopefully; he'll see me the same way...

And I'm fortunate at dinner, I just felt

The friendly warm love

Because it is so rare 

You are touched by it....

And no selfish stolen moments I can speak of, but I did have a cigarette

And my goodness, I have to quit....

My fingertips smell of it...

Today, I have my appointment at the dentist - I can think of a few cavities

That need to be filled, but first let me 

Get off my bed quick...

And I here I am again with my dick in my hand and a thong in my cheeks....

Do you understand? 

What has become to me?

I'm horny!

And most of you know it

But I'm a romantic

Hopeless and optimistic

Shouldn't I expose it?

Or should I waste away

And perish the the thought 

Of Charlie baby in my arms

A life of prayer is the abandonment of God

See how far that will take you

In other words lose my God!?!

In order to find him!?!

I'm not a god...

Oh why do you despise him?

I will seek harbor in my belief.

Because my faith has been restored.

I find comfort in his arms.....

I'm horny.....

I want to feel ecstasy!

And I pray at his feet.