Speechless

So far and yet so close to me...

I would rather I not talk about such things.

So far and yet not in my reach....

I cannot control the feeling I have towards

things. Way high in sky...Rain looks like it will fall. Certainly I am not ready to talk.

Speechless and random heathens will force me to brawl. Speechless and random

weakness- I am not ready to talk.

So far and yet so close to me....

Maybe I'll shout 

Maybe I'll go out

Then bug in my head