Tortured soul

I know I must have loved you because I feel it in my heart. And when the midnight hour comes I feel that we're apart.

The trust we shared was truly really more than enough. And when you went away,

I was going through some stuff. I regret 

everything. I should have told you that in my eyes we were more than just friends.

And I truly can't even hope to comprehend

What I must have been like. I was so evil.

I tried to be so casual about it all.

I could have told you that I love you. 

And had you in my arms. But this is my life. I do much of nothing and reminisce.

My soul is so tortured all the while I want to feel your kiss. And be in bliss.

But as for my future I will accept that you found your own happiness.