I, long

I long for independence

I long for for freedom

I long for understanding

I long to live

I long for something different

I long for responsibility

I long for struggle

I long for difficulty

I long to rely on my virtues

I long for some hope

I long for days I can buy detergent

I long to buy some soap

I long for family dinners

I long for quiet times at home

I long for pizza delivery

I long for the notion 

I traverse oceans

I skip to the sky

I fly up so high

And disappear

In a cloud of smoke