All of my life

Illusions fade away and turn to white

Grey matter subjugates if I lie to you

On my bed and wrestles in my mind

Philosophy erases and claims too

Your mental health to this day oh

Psychology invigorates your mind

After behavior as strange as it may be

Doesn't require analysis for we all 

Have fire - Desire fluctuates and I am

Tired- withdrawn...... Maybe I wiil fly

I'm levitating and dropping to my feet

What is wrong with me through out

All my life....

What is wrong with me in this life

Should I settle for mediocrity

Can I accept ultimate monotony

Days come so fast for me

Evenings are not so thrilling

What will I do with all of my time