No need to worry

I need and don't need to worry

I can't fathom what life has been

I can't dare say it has been easy

For I don't know what will happen

I've made my choice 

And I am comfortable

Sleepy days unraveling

Tumultuous rain and waves of tears

Overwhelm me 

I can't see past my lash

I sit here with my mouth open

Dreaming of some cash

Not for anything grande 

Like I need few things like tshirts

And sweatpants maybe some shoes

I could get used to it

Maybe a hoodie or two

But I'm worried about my age

How long can I pull casual sporty

Beyond 43

Shouldn't I be in a suit 

That's tailored for me

But I digress no need to worry

I could always be homeless

And chased in a hurry