Strange isn't it!?!

In a strange place right now

I have forgiven him somehow

And it's cold but I'm sweating bullets

As they ricochet from limb to limb

I'm in a strange place right now

Blood bonded us together

How can I forgive him?

I'd alter my circumstance if I could

How can I forgive him?

A child to his mother

I've forgiven my rapist and molester

And so long September

Halloween October

Then my birthday November

Now I'm the turkey

Waiting for gravy

And maybe just maybe

I'm better for it than hating him forever

I'm in a strange place right now

And oh somehow 

I have let go so far

I lost control of my emotions

I'm in a strange place right now