Is it better!?!

Is it supposed to better now;

That, I wait for a person;

Who abused me...

Every afternoon and night,

Or ask for cigarette...

Is it better?

Wow!

How can you be so stupid?

Sometimes, I think your worse than him,

But I should know better...

I'm trapped and there's no excuse for it,

But I will live in silence and fear...

And ignore you fools from this day forward

Take this note bout you and pay it forward.

I will find a way out someday......

I will overcome my struggle and thrive...

Some way.

Oh would you be pleased if a curled up and died...

I think you should go run and hide...

I'll find a way some day.