The competition has nothing on me

Discovery of sexuality and safety

In self belief has me pondering

What has it been like for me

I contemplate but I find no relief

Because you can't be overtly masculine

Because you can't be overtly feminine

In this day and age

It's perfectly fine to be gay

As long as you are not sexy

And you own your sexy

You cause others a lot of grief

But that is my cross to bear

I bear it with rose branches with thorns

Like a lover without scorn

A petal that is torn

Is how you made me feel

And believe to me 

That is what felt like the end of my world

But you reveal your ass 

Because it is now chic

To me there are no rules

I perfectly reflect happiness

And harness a power 

Your Majesty

You didn't kill me 

You made me stronger

I thank you

I am now not wounded

I am now complete

I can compete

But dare I say once more

If you share your fantasies

And hopes and dreams

Make them personal

You will be punished

And hung upside down 

From your feet

And as the blood rushes

Through every vein

To my brain

I feel complete

The competition has nothing on me

My muse is Madonna

My sister in name 

And exploring life and fantasy

We were both raped and bullied

And persecuted with outrageous names

Awww magnifique

How tragic the world we live in is today

The blood's rushing from my feet

The competition has nothing on me!