Rainfall

I could not

I should not

I must not

Thank you for your resistance!

I will not

I must not

How could I engage the senses!?!

Oh what a lonely road

It would be if I never shared 

My thrills or my whimsy giddiness

For life or the body's exuberant

Existence or existential plain....

....I wait for the rain to fall.....

I could not 

I should not

I must not

You made me into the person

Who stands here today

And I will wait for the rain to fall

On this day and wash it away!

I am persistent

I won't pack my bags and go

I have something to say!

I will wait for the rain to fall

And wash all my worries far away