Fathom: A place in the sun

Could have been, and why not me is all I think about, and why should we suffer any longer. It's unfair to fathom all of it, but we still think about our first list, our first kiss, our first crush, what might have been!!!

What could happen if we switched shoes for a little bit? What might have been? 

All because of it!?!? It's unfair to fathom all of it!?!? What might have been!?! What could happen if we switched gloves for a little bit!?! I've asked the angels. I've asked the demon spawn. I've asked the neighbors. I've asked the lonely hearts.

"Fly go high up above!" I've asked my preacher. I've asked myself today.

And I'm in pain. What could have been?

But what have I done. For a little bit.

A place in the sun. But I don't belong there.