Rainbow for me

How much longer must it continue..

How much longer must it rain..

How much longer must I hear you...

When will you go away?

I know this is a nightmare...

I know this is not for me...

When will the calm after the storm come..

A shiny rainbow waiting for me...

I wish the best as you do to me..

I haven't undresses or give it up..

I haven't progressed...

I'm still stupid foolish me....

By some accounts I look better...

By some account I'm quite scary...

But I'm holding on to my faith...

Of a rainbow for me.