I'm all screwed up

Withdrawn but full of energy

Hopefully I will meet

Someone I can socialize with

And have a engaging conversation

This may be quickly hopeless

With my attention to detail

That I can careless about

And this:

I can give a fuck

But I don't

Im all screwed up

I've been upside down

Torn inside out

And I have no privacy

Not a place I can pamper and spoil

To my liking

But:

I can give two fucks

But I don't 

I'm all screwed up

I'm damaged goods

And I could use a break

I'm all screwed up

I can't even stay away

Trust me: you don't want me

I'm all screwed up