Secret/Let me know

This is between you and I.

This a little secret before I die.

This is dire and I am hurting.

But I'm happy. 

Realize.

I see the honesty in your eyes.

Whole lotta frustrating friendships.

And family.

Let me tell you this secret.

Put it in your heart and keep it.

This is something like wishful thinking.

This is something that I want you to know.

This is something I'm thinking- I want you.

I hope my little secret do not mean de end.

Of us.

We have too damn much to look forward to from here.

This may be the sticky end;

Of our friendship,

But we are so close- you're always so near.

You are very dear to me...

Let me know what you think.

Could it be you have secret feelings-

For me.