Deeper meaning

I am really a nerd and dork

A geek and freak

I'm not really a poet

More of a know it all show off

Or didn't you know it

A diarist and journal pages on the internet

For you to know

I've been a boy and girl

I've been soiled and stired

By prose and pride 

By feelings, actions and words

I try to put to sentences 

Exactly what I feel

But they are becoming obsurd

Words are useless

They don't explain how I feel

Everything I have heard haunts me

Let's get independent

And seek our freedom

Seek out the state of bliss

And sweet liberty

Orgasms and ecstacy

Brothers & Sisters

You don't have to be in the church to pray

You can pray from your living room

Or bedroom

All you got to do is say:

Freedom, I want to feel you

My life has been such a perverse curse

Freedom, Show me how and the way to U

Show me how I can be independent

I trust in you Almighty Lord, Father and Son and Holy Ghost- Fill me with independence! Hallelujah! Praise on to Thee! Brilliant, Magnificent, All knowing wise, you are King to me! I seek deeper meaning! I'm questioning my purpose.

You are a fact! Truly! You are what I feel deep inside my heart....