State of Nirvana

I'm in the state of nirvana

I felt the heavens open up for me

I'm in the embrace of angels

I hear them cooing in ecstasy

I see them writhing all over my body

And I wait for you to instruct me

What shall I do

What would you do

If you were me

I'm in the state of emergency

It's in-between bliss and panic

I can be so manic depressive

Or bi polar or scitzophrenic

I am relentless

What does this mean

Do I have O.C.D.

Do you even care for me? 

Do you want me to better my future

Or be glued on my seat

I need to move forward 

And get on my feet

Why don't you care?

I guess you'd only care 

If you were to be... Me

I'm in the state of nirvana

I'm in state of emergency

I'm in the state of panic and bliss

What would you do?

If you were me!?!