I will survive

I can't decide if it is real 

But nonetheless you get me

Deciding whether I take the blue or red pill

But nonetheless you lie beside me

We can live an ordinary life

We can live an extraordinary life

We can be happily in love

We can be casually resting in slumber

Sizzle and burn

Crackle and flames

Moths or candles

Clouds or rain

And the splendor of fruits

For which He has provided

The red and blue pills are in my throat

And now my anger has subsided

We can live an ordinary life

We can live an extraordinary life

We can be casually resting in slumber

The rain and thunder call my name

They say to weep and atone for weakness

The rain and thunder comes alive

The sound and echo lives inside my mind

The voices carry me to a different place

Divorce and marriage is another place

Funerals and new births R always just fine

Mavericks and Madness just comes 

To reside in my poor little mind

It's not that poor compared to my finance

It's not that bitchy, Trust me

And the birds are chirping

The sun also begins to rise

I will follow my heart 

I will heal my mind

I will calm my brain

I will survive

I have been a lonely hunter

Only to gather leaves in the forest

Where I bury my pain and hunger

And abandon the past and white little lies

I will be alright

I will survive