A map and a decoder ring

Need a map and a decoder ring

To find my heart previously seen

On my sleeve buried under hurt feelings

Oh the monotauny I search and all I know

This much is true

Can't use a map to go to the past

Can't escape the monotauny

Can't detach yourself from your deeds

And your family

Can't be more true

Need a map and a decoder ring

Can't understand what my heart's saying

Can't make any plans till we're reunited

I think I need a map and I'm excited

This can't be more true

If I let the bitterness get to me

I get filled with scorn and rage

I go insane

If I let the bittersweet taste in my mouth

Get to me

I get profane

Then it's the same

I need a map and a decoder ring

And I begin again