The monotauny of a sinner

I can't stand this much longer

I have been waiting in the rain

Dressed up with nowhere to go

Hoping something will wash away my pain

And my tears 

I know 

I have nowhere to go

I have been so treacherous

I have been so greedy

I have been wrapped up in material things

And now I'm bleeding

I know

I have nowhere to go

I have been a sinner since I was baptized

I have been a sinner before I realized

I have no choice

I have nowhere to go

Heaven won't open it's door to me

I've lived so selfishly

I practice the teachings

I love my enemies

I must try harder 

For the end of my days are coming

I have freewill and that's the only thing

In which that I can rejoice 

I have a choice to be good

I need a remedy for my struggle 

In this human modern life

To be a decent human being

Till I do

The metaphysical

The spiritual

The other plain

The after life

Won't welcome me

Oh the monotauny

Oh the hypocrisy

Oh the irony

Of a sinner