Growth & Mania

I realize I need to change

The overwhelming feeling returns 

To me again

I need to change

This time for the better

I need to take the time

And I won't suffer my foolish whims

This time and the overwhelming feelings 

Won't return again 

I need to change 

Maybe my life will be much better

And it won't be the same

I need to change 

I need to keep myself sane