I have been....

I have been curious

The curiosity killed the cat

I have been promiscuous

I have been materialistic

Many times in the past

I have prayed to gold to be less selfish

And more patient during an attack

I have been so angry

I have been so bitter

I have been so hateful

I have been better

But now I'm working on that

These things break me down

They leave a mark that make me frown

I'll try my best to work on that

I have been working on that