Pin Prick

I checked my self in hospitals when my friend rejected me it was the beginning of my problems. But, because I put all my worth in his approval- it left me feeling like nothing. It reminded me of all of my past trauma. It wasn't his fault. He was my dream guy. Maybe some one else's now. And I may never know that kind of happiness. But I did feel special around him, albeit; unworthy. Now I'm out of hospitals. And I'm feeling brand new.

This is just another layer to my thin skin

And my heart. I have so much to do.

I guess I better start to better myself.